Actions behind a rush of adrenaline are considered actions done based on feeling. Logics come with much speculation, consideration, judgment, cognition, and the outcome is reasonable. Opposite of the former. What does it call, when I feel I want to understand you better, to help you in all ways? When I'm in the state of idle, your look and your voice, were the ones that surfaced to my consciousness. When I saw other guys talking sweet to you, I just felt like I've got nothing to say, I do not know how should I react. Troubled by the thought that I'm gonna lose you as a friend when I cross over the line. I'm building up an invisible wall between us, to protect our friendship, but I'm denying my feeling by each brick that I lay down. I am like a hypocrite, bound to this thought. My logic tells me it's not possible for us, but my feeling's telling me to court after your love. They are both waging wars. I am so scared that my logic could lose its ground at anytime. Despite the agony I'm putting myself to go through, I still could not stop myself from thinking of you. You're like a soft sweet song that calms my mind. I feel like I'm gonna lose my sound mind whenever this song ends. I never want this song to end.
Jh Timothy
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