Stepping out

I've been guessing so hard, to try to have an idea of what
she's thinking..
Everytime I draw myself near her, she'd accept me..
But thing doesn't last long..
Before this situation could maintain any longer..
She'd start to silent
All that I could reason with myself was that she's busy..
Despite the time when I was really down & hoping to hear
at least a word as simple as "good night" or better still, "cheer up"..
*sigh*
I'm sorry to say I don't understand what you're thinking..
I've been trying to look up for a time where you'd really comfort me
when I need you..

But Suet was the one turn up to hear me out,
& been there for me..
This is the simplest thing I'm seeking for..
A person who really draw close to me & would listen to me..
The comforting touch on my heart that gives me courage & support..
Be it that she doesn't know how to console,
but by just listening, she's done more than enough..
I'm longing for a person I could show her my world..
Taking stroll with her by park
Delighting in simple dinner with her..
Being myself by her side..
I haven't do much for you Suet,
But I'm planning to do something for you.. (",)