The smell of a Free Saturday Morning

Yo! This is what I call a morning worth enjoying =) lol. I just got back from opening ceremony of Co-curricular activities. Just finished a relaxed bath which I've not been able to enjoy since the start of the term. @@ Anyway, just posting it as a remembrance of this day that I should feel happy about. Hurray! haha..

I'm sorry suet, thank u for ur acceptance

Dear suet,

I'm sorry for the hard feeling I've put you through,
I'm sorry for the selfish way I was.
But I mean it when I told you
to draw distance from me
Cause' I do not want you to get hurted by me.
If the end of everything was a result
that you get hurted by me,
I'd rather choose to make you turn away from me even now.
I hope you understand.
And I hope you'd forgive me..
Thank you for your love that chose to accept me,
love that comforts me so well,
to feel that I could be different & to do better

If it was an end to our relationship just now,
all that I could remember were the moments when you were
there for me when I needed comfort & encouragement.
And I was thinking to myself how badly I'd
be missing the time I used to sing to you.
The time we had watching movies together.
I'm writing this to tell you
how attached am I to you now
how you came struck me on my mind
the fear that I was gonna lose you..
how I'm dependent on your laughters & smiles

with love,
Timothy

Think twice

It's a Friday, and I was talking to her on the phone..
We suddenly talked about my past..
I wana tell her..

"I told my past giggling halfway because I feel
disappointed & ashamed of myself..
I held back because I don't have the guts to tell you
everything..
But I chose to text you..
In the end I still have to be honest with you..
I'm not as good as what you think I am..
I couldn't forgive myself for not being honest
if I have to be with you..
I hate myself for what I've done..
And now that you've known it..
I think you should think twice..
Stay away from me before it's too late for you..
I'm scared I'll have to hate myself again if I hurt you.."

Maybe this is good for you and me..
Maybe being together is not gonna suit us..

Damn that dude JH..

Stepping out

I've been guessing so hard, to try to have an idea of what
she's thinking..
Everytime I draw myself near her, she'd accept me..
But thing doesn't last long..
Before this situation could maintain any longer..
She'd start to silent
All that I could reason with myself was that she's busy..
Despite the time when I was really down & hoping to hear
at least a word as simple as "good night" or better still, "cheer up"..
*sigh*
I'm sorry to say I don't understand what you're thinking..
I've been trying to look up for a time where you'd really comfort me
when I need you..

But Suet was the one turn up to hear me out,
& been there for me..
This is the simplest thing I'm seeking for..
A person who really draw close to me & would listen to me..
The comforting touch on my heart that gives me courage & support..
Be it that she doesn't know how to console,
but by just listening, she's done more than enough..
I'm longing for a person I could show her my world..
Taking stroll with her by park
Delighting in simple dinner with her..
Being myself by her side..
I haven't do much for you Suet,
But I'm planning to do something for you.. (",)

C.An Sweet

C.An Sweet　―　みゆき

she does looked cool when she quiet down
like assassin,
cos black was her favourite
She likes to eat chocolates,
but mostly she prefers ones

She used to be Snow White in her primary drama performance..

And the way she pronounce chinese is no o.k.

but rather something u would say "no way.."

Sweet as her name sounded just like

みゆきmiyuki..
And guess what,

she often have headache (Princess of Headache)

hmm.. little missy

u need to take good care of urself..

I remembered there was once the day filled with rain

leaving her unattended seems pretty much

a distraction & worry..

So I ran to get her a sweater in weary..

I guess that was the very rare & odd of me..

To get a girl a sweater & to shelter her from rain..

She likes to say “死屁股”

and call me 小屁股

I think it is because she has 大屁股

LOL.. 36 36 very big.. Wakakaka..

She likes to hold to her Dandelion

a really big gigantic Dandelion that is so BIG

almost until its stalk cannot sustain the weight of the "flower"

so much interesting than Jack's beanstalk..

a very magical one that plays

& that adores Bruce Lee..

It so happened that one day Dandelion had bought a piece of

ROti Canai

She opens it up & tasted a spoonful of it

But, unpleasantly she swallowed it in..

Then she called & asked whether there was

Banana

lol... Then only i know that she doesn't eat Banana

By the way, we went out on last Sunday 7210

I think the outing was great

The two of us had our new haircut at Kim Marie

I'm thinking that her look now is cuter than before

She always giggle halfway telling me jokes, n her giggles..

U've gotta listen to it.. coz she's funny.. Ha!!

3 Months

And here I'm facing you again,
Time has really flew fast
Before long this is our 3rd months,together
I could still remember how we first met..
*chuckle*
How naive I was when I first throwing at you
all my feelings
It was all started with that rush of adrenaline
*laughter*
Pretty noob huh?
Just what I thought too..
But you,
you accepted me the way I am..
And you've acknowledged my feelings
H O P E
I think these 4 letters have showed me
what magics they could really do
after looking up to them
for such long time since a child
And you,
you're the biggest part of all the meaning
that this word carries..

You know,
I could never grow bored looking at you
You're the best listener
to which I can really pour out my heart at
I think a lot of people
are gonna get so so jealous & envy of our
relationship
Just you & me..
*chortle*
I'm sorry, I just can't hold it
this is really funny..
Everybody's looking at us..
They're watching you,
& my words to you..
See??

=)

You're my Parachute

*I really start to love Cheryl Cole's song..*
Bright choice of singer n song dear Miss White..
I'm curious of the way u think,
u always seem like u're different,
of no reasons but for all they did, made u so so funny,
even though ur mouth is mean,
but it's really fun arguing with u..
u're spoiling me,
I can't imagine if u're lost,
how miserable I would be,
without one that could really talk
heart-to-heart,
to really throw at u everything,
and to appreciate I'm writing this for u Miss White & Chery Cole

...*Parachute*...

I don't tell anyone about the way you hold my hand
I don't tell anyone about the things that we've planned
Won't tell anybody
Won't tell anybody They wanna push me down
They wanna see you fall..

I won't tell anybody how you turn my world around

I won't tell anyone how your voice was my favourite sound

Won't tell anybody
Won't tell anybody They wanna see us fall
They wanna see us fall..

[chorus]
I don't need a parachute
Baby if I've got you
Baby if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall

Down, down down..

..*repeat once*..

Don't believe the things you tell

yourself so late at night, and

You are your own worst enemy

You'll never win the fight

Just hold on to me

I'll hold on to you

It's you and me up against the world

It's you and me

..*continue with chorus*..

I won't fall out of love

I won't fall out of,

I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,

I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love

I'll fall into you..
..*repeat once*..
..*then*..
..*go on to chorus once*..