Since when...

Time always fades without a slightest notice of it..

And as days pass by, I couldn't help to take note that getting together needs more patience and care than what we ought to think is enough..

It's more like a continuous lesson that we always have to learn,

to give what's best or better for the other..

And at times wanting to give in but not giving up options I could possibly opt for..

And this is where all the difficulties are found..

Most of all the time when it comes to situations whence patience is put to test,

I'd fail times after times..

And those are nonetheless moments I shed tears for my failures..

And at times, I just feel like sighing..

Losing the wisdom to speak of what's right or even nice to hear..

Please don't get mad at me dear..

Give me a little patience and teach me to be a little patient..

......I ♥ you.......

I just wana say that I really love u.. Muacks..

I remember us.. 15310

Specially dedicated to Michelle, my love

This is what I've planned to surprise u, dear..
Our first month together spent with the companion of
all these sweet memories..
Of course, there were some minor misunderstandings happened
But for all that had happened, I'm learning more about
you, more about myself, & more about ourselves..
I love you, just the way you are..
And you're attractive

Let u guess what are these numbers below
20.3.10,
...27.3.10,28.3.10
4.4.10

...6.4.10

Familiar? =) These are the dates I remember
our looks on the photo..
our dates.. These memorable moments are kept in my heart
20.3

27.3

28.3

On one fine day (4.4.10) there was a guy named JH went to a shopping complex
where he met one fine attractive girl..
He sat down near the girl, to get to know her..
4.4
JH: Wat you looking at missy.. Can I be your friend? My name is JH
MS: Oh hi~ Hmmm, why would you want to know me..
JH: Just want to know you.. Can u tell me your name?
MS: Ok~ My name is MS.. Nice to know you..

MS: *giggle* nothing..

JH: Can I treat u something?

MS: Hmmm..

JH: Just to get to know u better..

MS: OK~ Wow.. this is delicious.. U want some?

=) Haha.. Dear, i hope u like this surprise..

There's a saying that sounds like, never fail to surprise the woman

you love, that's the secret to have her heart fell so deep for you..

I hope I had your heart sunk deep into the My Sea of Love

I love you, just the way you are, dear..

What I want most, if for you to just be yourself...
6.4

Haha.. You've never expected me to remember these dates rite?

the matter of fact is, I do remember these special dates..

These special NUMBERS

I'm looking forward to see more of our looks together,

sweet & lovely as in these photos..

I want to write our own stories..

Stories that we'll both always recall

Fairy tales that we may share to others =)

I love you, suet

Colours:It's just her that I love so much

Specially dedicated to Michelle, my love

It's been almost a month since we got together

I couldn't help thinking why would you attracted me so much

Despite your petite look, you're sometimes quite tough during time of pressure
But now that we've got together, I noticed that you have

give in much easier to rely on me..

I just found out that I want you to rely on me..

But that's the thing about you, funny but lovely

Spending time together has been something like a routine

but i'm never bored by it..

In fact, it's becoming more of a habit now..

It's not just about being together in a relationship,

You've filled the emptiness that I had been feeling..

You've been my ears, that listen to my everything..

the comforting touch you give that tells me I'm not alone..

Sometimes I can just calm all my worries by just looking at you..

And sometimes,my heart beats faster than bullet train when I see you..

My palms sweat in the presence of your beauty,

because sometimes it's just breathtaking..

Sometimes,

there's a rush where I wanna just hug you & tell you..

You're beautiful.. & have deeply attracted me..

Watching bloody movies with violent scences, I'm always the one

seemed like hiding behind you..

But it was during those times, I looked at you quietly..

Thinking of you just make my day happier

And with every moments we spent together

You're bringing colours to my dreams, memorable & lovely..

It's been so long since I could remember one.. when they are all just BLACK and

you're giving me episodes of my dreams, and we're writing chapters of our stories..

Every day has just been more meaningful to live

It's not just me alone in my world, but you've become part of who I am now..

Welcome to my world, our world..

It's just you that I love so much..

with love, Timothy

The smell of a Free Saturday Morning

Yo! This is what I call a morning worth enjoying =) lol. I just got back from opening ceremony of Co-curricular activities. Just finished a relaxed bath which I've not been able to enjoy since the start of the term. @@ Anyway, just posting it as a remembrance of this day that I should feel happy about. Hurray! haha..

I'm sorry suet, thank u for ur acceptance

Dear suet,

I'm sorry for the hard feeling I've put you through,
I'm sorry for the selfish way I was.
But I mean it when I told you
to draw distance from me
Cause' I do not want you to get hurted by me.
If the end of everything was a result
that you get hurted by me,
I'd rather choose to make you turn away from me even now.
I hope you understand.
And I hope you'd forgive me..
Thank you for your love that chose to accept me,
love that comforts me so well,
to feel that I could be different & to do better

If it was an end to our relationship just now,
all that I could remember were the moments when you were
there for me when I needed comfort & encouragement.
And I was thinking to myself how badly I'd
be missing the time I used to sing to you.
The time we had watching movies together.
I'm writing this to tell you
how attached am I to you now
how you came struck me on my mind
the fear that I was gonna lose you..
how I'm dependent on your laughters & smiles

with love,
Timothy

Think twice

It's a Friday, and I was talking to her on the phone..
We suddenly talked about my past..
I wana tell her..

"I told my past giggling halfway because I feel
disappointed & ashamed of myself..
I held back because I don't have the guts to tell you
everything..
But I chose to text you..
In the end I still have to be honest with you..
I'm not as good as what you think I am..
I couldn't forgive myself for not being honest
if I have to be with you..
I hate myself for what I've done..
And now that you've known it..
I think you should think twice..
Stay away from me before it's too late for you..
I'm scared I'll have to hate myself again if I hurt you.."

Maybe this is good for you and me..
Maybe being together is not gonna suit us..

Damn that dude JH..

Stepping out

I've been guessing so hard, to try to have an idea of what
she's thinking..
Everytime I draw myself near her, she'd accept me..
But thing doesn't last long..
Before this situation could maintain any longer..
She'd start to silent
All that I could reason with myself was that she's busy..
Despite the time when I was really down & hoping to hear
at least a word as simple as "good night" or better still, "cheer up"..
*sigh*
I'm sorry to say I don't understand what you're thinking..
I've been trying to look up for a time where you'd really comfort me
when I need you..

But Suet was the one turn up to hear me out,
& been there for me..
This is the simplest thing I'm seeking for..
A person who really draw close to me & would listen to me..
The comforting touch on my heart that gives me courage & support..
Be it that she doesn't know how to console,
but by just listening, she's done more than enough..
I'm longing for a person I could show her my world..
Taking stroll with her by park
Delighting in simple dinner with her..
Being myself by her side..
I haven't do much for you Suet,
But I'm planning to do something for you.. (",)

C.An Sweet

C.An Sweet　―　みゆき

she does looked cool when she quiet down
like assassin,
cos black was her favourite
She likes to eat chocolates,
but mostly she prefers ones

She used to be Snow White in her primary drama performance..

And the way she pronounce chinese is no o.k.

but rather something u would say "no way.."

Sweet as her name sounded just like

みゆきmiyuki..
And guess what,

she often have headache (Princess of Headache)

hmm.. little missy

u need to take good care of urself..

I remembered there was once the day filled with rain

leaving her unattended seems pretty much

a distraction & worry..

So I ran to get her a sweater in weary..

I guess that was the very rare & odd of me..

To get a girl a sweater & to shelter her from rain..

She likes to say “死屁股”

and call me 小屁股

I think it is because she has 大屁股

LOL.. 36 36 very big.. Wakakaka..

She likes to hold to her Dandelion

a really big gigantic Dandelion that is so BIG

almost until its stalk cannot sustain the weight of the "flower"

so much interesting than Jack's beanstalk..

a very magical one that plays

& that adores Bruce Lee..

It so happened that one day Dandelion had bought a piece of

ROti Canai

She opens it up & tasted a spoonful of it

But, unpleasantly she swallowed it in..

Then she called & asked whether there was

Banana

lol... Then only i know that she doesn't eat Banana

By the way, we went out on last Sunday 7210

I think the outing was great

The two of us had our new haircut at Kim Marie

I'm thinking that her look now is cuter than before

She always giggle halfway telling me jokes, n her giggles..

U've gotta listen to it.. coz she's funny.. Ha!!

3 Months

And here I'm facing you again,
Time has really flew fast
Before long this is our 3rd months,together
I could still remember how we first met..
*chuckle*
How naive I was when I first throwing at you
all my feelings
It was all started with that rush of adrenaline
*laughter*
Pretty noob huh?
Just what I thought too..
But you,
you accepted me the way I am..
And you've acknowledged my feelings
H O P E
I think these 4 letters have showed me
what magics they could really do
after looking up to them
for such long time since a child
And you,
you're the biggest part of all the meaning
that this word carries..

You know,
I could never grow bored looking at you
You're the best listener
to which I can really pour out my heart at
I think a lot of people
are gonna get so so jealous & envy of our
relationship
Just you & me..
*chortle*
I'm sorry, I just can't hold it
this is really funny..
Everybody's looking at us..
They're watching you,
& my words to you..
See??

=)

You're my Parachute

*I really start to love Cheryl Cole's song..*
Bright choice of singer n song dear Miss White..
I'm curious of the way u think,
u always seem like u're different,
of no reasons but for all they did, made u so so funny,
even though ur mouth is mean,
but it's really fun arguing with u..
u're spoiling me,
I can't imagine if u're lost,
how miserable I would be,
without one that could really talk
heart-to-heart,
to really throw at u everything,
and to appreciate I'm writing this for u Miss White & Chery Cole

...*Parachute*...

I don't tell anyone about the way you hold my hand
I don't tell anyone about the things that we've planned
Won't tell anybody
Won't tell anybody They wanna push me down
They wanna see you fall..

I won't tell anybody how you turn my world around

I won't tell anyone how your voice was my favourite sound

Won't tell anybody
Won't tell anybody They wanna see us fall
They wanna see us fall..

[chorus]
I don't need a parachute
Baby if I've got you
Baby if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall

Down, down down..

..*repeat once*..

Don't believe the things you tell

yourself so late at night, and

You are your own worst enemy

You'll never win the fight

Just hold on to me

I'll hold on to you

It's you and me up against the world

It's you and me

..*continue with chorus*..

I won't fall out of love

I won't fall out of,

I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,

I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love

I'll fall into you..
..*repeat once*..
..*then*..
..*go on to chorus once*..